1 00:00:08,610 --> 00:00:10,710 Oh, don't forget, I invited Matthew to stop at school. 2 00:00:11,190 --> 00:00:14,150 Well, I might be late. I'll be working out of Preston's homestead most of the 3 00:00:14,150 --> 00:00:16,070 day. I won't get as much done as I can while he's gone. 4 00:00:16,290 --> 00:00:17,410 Well, we won't stop you from that. 5 00:00:17,870 --> 00:00:19,490 I will do my best to be on time. 6 00:00:20,970 --> 00:00:21,970 What's inside? 7 00:00:23,170 --> 00:00:24,950 I wonder where Horst is. 8 00:00:26,430 --> 00:00:27,630 Well, same person. 9 00:00:55,790 --> 00:00:58,510 Dr. Mike, Sully, those brass hinges I ordered come in yet? 10 00:00:58,750 --> 00:01:01,270 I expected them this morning, but Horace ain't opened up yet. 11 00:01:01,630 --> 00:01:02,990 Second time this week he's been away. 12 00:01:32,940 --> 00:01:36,180 It says here the Courier brothers were convicted of shooting that bank robber. 13 00:01:36,260 --> 00:01:38,400 Ask me. They ought to lock him up and throw away the key. 14 00:01:39,380 --> 00:01:40,380 Thanks. 15 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:46,140 Anybody seen Horace? I got three telegrams. I haven't seen him since 16 00:01:46,480 --> 00:01:48,920 I got a line of people waiting for him and a train just pulled in. 17 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,520 It's not like Horace to neglect his duties. 18 00:01:51,860 --> 00:01:53,540 Reverend's right. He's always so conscientious. 19 00:01:53,960 --> 00:01:57,200 Perhaps he overslept. Well, maybe somebody ought to go wake him up. 20 00:02:45,290 --> 00:02:46,690 If you can't revive him, he'll die. 21 00:04:02,190 --> 00:04:03,190 Nine breaths a minute. 22 00:04:03,330 --> 00:04:04,330 Stomach's empty. 23 00:04:06,870 --> 00:04:07,950 Wake up hard. 24 00:04:12,190 --> 00:04:13,190 Respiration's falling. 25 00:04:13,870 --> 00:04:15,090 Perhaps a stimulant? 26 00:04:15,770 --> 00:04:16,769 I'll just eat. 27 00:04:24,970 --> 00:04:26,090 120th grain solution. 28 00:04:26,630 --> 00:04:27,630 That much? 29 00:04:28,590 --> 00:04:30,230 Took two bottles of laudanum. 30 00:04:34,700 --> 00:04:35,780 Keep breathing, Horace. 31 00:04:38,240 --> 00:04:39,240 Check his pupils. 32 00:04:42,800 --> 00:04:44,400 Contracted. That's a pinpoint. 33 00:04:49,220 --> 00:04:51,040 Sully, we need some help. 34 00:04:53,980 --> 00:04:55,760 Help us get Horace on his feet. 35 00:04:56,540 --> 00:04:57,540 Come on, Horace. 36 00:04:58,820 --> 00:04:59,880 Can you hear me, Horace? 37 00:05:00,900 --> 00:05:02,720 Walk him around. Keep him moving. Come on. 38 00:05:04,460 --> 00:05:05,460 What? Uh -oh. 39 00:05:06,260 --> 00:05:11,020 He got 40 00:05:11,020 --> 00:05:16,180 in danger. 41 00:05:18,420 --> 00:05:19,420 Thank God. 42 00:05:21,520 --> 00:05:24,160 Is it true, Dr. Mike, did he try to kill himself? 43 00:05:26,080 --> 00:05:27,540 Robert, you can't be certain of that. 44 00:05:28,040 --> 00:05:29,840 He could have taken the laudanum by accident. 45 00:05:30,200 --> 00:05:33,100 Down in two bottles of laudanum is no accident, Dr. Mike. 46 00:05:33,900 --> 00:05:36,420 Well, he has missed the last two Sunday services. 47 00:05:37,140 --> 00:05:38,580 Hasn't been to the cafe lately. 48 00:05:39,000 --> 00:05:40,760 I haven't been to a town meeting in months. 49 00:05:41,040 --> 00:05:43,340 Found plenty of time for drinking at the Gold Nugget. 50 00:05:43,560 --> 00:05:44,580 Ours has been drinking? 51 00:05:44,860 --> 00:05:48,180 You say you found them divorce papers right next to him? 52 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:52,000 Afraid so. 53 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:55,760 He's obviously been terribly upset for a long time. 54 00:06:14,500 --> 00:06:15,580 Fifteen breaths per minute. 55 00:06:16,220 --> 00:06:17,019 That's good. 56 00:06:17,020 --> 00:06:18,520 It's well within the normal range. 57 00:06:19,680 --> 00:06:20,659 Dr. Mike? 58 00:06:20,660 --> 00:06:21,660 You certainly come in. 59 00:06:21,880 --> 00:06:24,240 I thought I might sit with Horace. Certainly. 60 00:06:24,560 --> 00:06:25,800 This is the chair for your bed. 61 00:06:26,280 --> 00:06:27,280 Thank you. 62 00:06:34,220 --> 00:06:35,340 May I speak with you, my son? 63 00:06:42,640 --> 00:06:44,720 Have you considered what you're going to do when Horace wakes up? 64 00:06:45,720 --> 00:06:47,680 Honestly, I haven't been able to think beyond this moment. 65 00:06:48,060 --> 00:06:50,020 You're going to need full -time psychiatric care. 66 00:06:50,620 --> 00:06:52,220 I'll be happy to make the inquiries for you. 67 00:06:52,600 --> 00:06:54,820 Inquiries? Yes, sanatoriums. 68 00:06:56,860 --> 00:06:58,800 Surely you can see he's a classic case. 69 00:06:59,580 --> 00:07:00,580 Impulsive insanity. 70 00:07:00,760 --> 00:07:02,200 That's not a definitive diagnosis. 71 00:07:02,600 --> 00:07:06,440 Well, that's true, but you can't deny that he tried to take his own life. 72 00:07:07,840 --> 00:07:10,920 I don't believe that Horace could afford a private sanatorium. 73 00:07:12,750 --> 00:07:13,930 Perhaps a public asylum. 74 00:07:14,510 --> 00:07:15,510 Absolutely not. 75 00:07:16,430 --> 00:07:18,430 In Boston, I interned in an asylum. 76 00:07:18,930 --> 00:07:23,190 People crowded together, held with restraint, medicated beyond 77 00:07:23,350 --> 00:07:24,350 No. 78 00:07:24,830 --> 00:07:27,810 No, what Horace needs is to be with people who know him and love him. 79 00:07:30,250 --> 00:07:31,390 We'll take care of him. 80 00:07:33,990 --> 00:07:34,990 Dr. Mike! 81 00:07:36,170 --> 00:07:38,210 I think he's waking up. 82 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:46,600 You may feel a little groggy and you may have a slight headache, but you will 83 00:07:46,600 --> 00:07:47,600 recover. 84 00:07:48,700 --> 00:07:50,340 Why'd you have to ruin it? 85 00:08:02,240 --> 00:08:09,160 I should get back to 86 00:08:09,160 --> 00:08:10,160 Horace. 87 00:08:10,909 --> 00:08:11,909 Andrew's with him. 88 00:08:14,890 --> 00:08:16,890 You said I ruined it. 89 00:08:19,110 --> 00:08:20,210 That he wanted to die. 90 00:08:21,530 --> 00:08:22,530 Yeah, I know. 91 00:08:22,670 --> 00:08:24,330 I just find it so difficult to believe. 92 00:08:26,230 --> 00:08:28,430 No, he won't talk to anyone. He just stares at the wall. 93 00:08:30,890 --> 00:08:32,390 I wish I knew how to help him. 94 00:08:34,350 --> 00:08:35,429 Well, you did what you could. 95 00:08:35,770 --> 00:08:36,770 He's alive. 96 00:08:38,130 --> 00:08:39,470 I don't know how to keep him alive. 97 00:08:42,299 --> 00:08:44,500 Maybe more doctrine is not the answer. 98 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:47,580 I can't just stand by and simply do nothing. 99 00:08:48,120 --> 00:08:49,140 That's not what I'm saying. 100 00:08:50,880 --> 00:08:52,460 You fixed what he did to himself. 101 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:55,420 Maybe you can't fix why he did it. 102 00:08:57,660 --> 00:08:58,940 Perhaps I can't help him. 103 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:04,220 But I know that you can. 104 00:09:16,880 --> 00:09:17,880 Please charge yourself. 105 00:09:18,120 --> 00:09:19,120 Hang on. 106 00:09:19,140 --> 00:09:20,140 Hang on. 107 00:09:20,800 --> 00:09:21,800 Dr. Mike? 108 00:09:23,160 --> 00:09:24,160 All right. 109 00:09:31,460 --> 00:09:33,240 Good to see you, Lyle. 110 00:09:33,480 --> 00:09:34,480 Dr. Mike. 111 00:09:34,540 --> 00:09:35,540 How was your trip? 112 00:09:36,000 --> 00:09:37,820 Well, we spent two days on the train. 113 00:09:38,120 --> 00:09:39,560 But the method was wonderful. 114 00:09:42,460 --> 00:09:44,760 Samantha. You're such a big girl now. 115 00:09:46,120 --> 00:09:47,120 Who's this? 116 00:09:47,440 --> 00:09:48,440 Sarah. 117 00:09:48,600 --> 00:09:53,200 Papa gave it to me for Christmas. Oh, it's a pleasure to meet you, Sarah. 118 00:09:57,900 --> 00:09:58,980 She's beautiful, Myra. 119 00:09:59,460 --> 00:10:00,460 Thank you. 120 00:10:00,960 --> 00:10:02,180 How is he, Dr. Mike? 121 00:10:03,920 --> 00:10:04,920 Give me a minute. 122 00:10:12,440 --> 00:10:13,440 Oh, 123 00:10:13,740 --> 00:10:14,740 Myra. 124 00:10:15,400 --> 00:10:16,400 No, you're getting another journal. 125 00:10:18,960 --> 00:10:19,960 Where is it? 126 00:10:21,660 --> 00:10:22,920 Amira, you remember Dr. Cook. 127 00:10:23,820 --> 00:10:25,220 Thank you for helping my husband. 128 00:10:25,600 --> 00:10:26,600 Good to see you again. 129 00:10:29,040 --> 00:10:31,460 Well, I suppose I should go up and see him now. 130 00:10:32,860 --> 00:10:34,220 You go, and I'll watch Smith. 131 00:10:34,920 --> 00:10:35,719 You sure? 132 00:10:35,720 --> 00:10:37,620 You think it's all right for me to see him by myself? 133 00:10:38,780 --> 00:10:41,180 Last time I saw him, we were talking about getting a divorce. 134 00:10:43,380 --> 00:10:44,680 Of course he wants to see you. 135 00:10:46,410 --> 00:10:47,610 Oh, you should both go. 136 00:10:49,170 --> 00:10:50,550 I'll stay here with Samantha. 137 00:10:51,790 --> 00:10:52,790 Hi there. 138 00:10:53,050 --> 00:10:54,050 Hi. 139 00:10:54,430 --> 00:10:55,430 I'm Andrew. 140 00:10:57,830 --> 00:10:58,830 Hi, Andrew. 141 00:10:59,050 --> 00:11:00,050 Nice to meet you. 142 00:11:00,730 --> 00:11:02,110 Have you ever heard your heartbeat? 143 00:11:02,470 --> 00:11:03,510 No. Want to hear? 144 00:11:03,830 --> 00:11:04,830 Okay. 145 00:11:07,510 --> 00:11:08,510 Here? 146 00:11:09,910 --> 00:11:11,210 Want to hear your doll's heartbeat? 147 00:11:11,630 --> 00:11:12,630 Okay. 148 00:11:13,050 --> 00:11:14,490 No, she doesn't have a heartbeat. 149 00:11:18,739 --> 00:11:19,739 You're right. 150 00:11:19,980 --> 00:11:20,980 We'll be fine. 151 00:11:22,500 --> 00:11:23,860 I'll be back in a little while, honey. 152 00:11:25,580 --> 00:11:26,580 What's your dog name? 153 00:12:26,760 --> 00:12:27,719 But Myra's back. 154 00:12:27,720 --> 00:12:28,720 She'll be feeling better. 155 00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:31,040 Oh, she'll have him back to his old self in no time. 156 00:12:31,260 --> 00:12:32,940 Yeah? How's she gonna help him? 157 00:12:33,460 --> 00:12:34,940 Once her leaving got him in this fix. 158 00:12:39,400 --> 00:12:40,400 Myra! 159 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:42,720 Sit over here. 160 00:12:45,380 --> 00:12:46,640 Hello, everybody. 161 00:12:52,800 --> 00:12:54,760 Myra, I'm so sorry about Horace. 162 00:12:55,060 --> 00:12:56,120 Don't go blaming her. 163 00:12:59,050 --> 00:13:00,050 about blaming her. 164 00:13:00,930 --> 00:13:04,610 Well, of course not. Could have been any number of things, not necessarily just 165 00:13:04,610 --> 00:13:05,610 the divorce papers. 166 00:13:07,110 --> 00:13:08,790 What do you mean, the divorce papers? 167 00:13:10,370 --> 00:13:13,830 Mario, the truth is... The truth is they found them next to the empty laudanum 168 00:13:13,830 --> 00:13:14,830 bottles. 169 00:13:18,730 --> 00:13:20,410 No, Mario, I'm so sorry. 170 00:13:21,490 --> 00:13:22,550 You couldn't have known. 171 00:13:22,990 --> 00:13:25,850 But he was fine when I saw him at Christmas. 172 00:13:26,430 --> 00:13:28,010 We both agreed to the divorce. 173 00:13:33,800 --> 00:13:36,560 There's no point in blaming ourselves for things that we didn't know or didn't 174 00:13:36,560 --> 00:13:39,900 do. We should concentrate now on helping Horace to get well again. 175 00:13:41,240 --> 00:13:44,160 I believe that Horace is suffering from a condition called melancholia. 176 00:13:44,940 --> 00:13:47,560 There are treatments for it. What kind of treatments? 177 00:13:47,940 --> 00:13:51,220 Well, first of all, someone will have to be with him at all times. 178 00:13:51,780 --> 00:13:53,000 Well, I can do that. 179 00:13:54,080 --> 00:13:54,999 We'll help. 180 00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:56,000 Of course we will. 181 00:14:01,860 --> 00:14:03,040 What about these treatments? 182 00:14:03,740 --> 00:14:08,660 Dr. Greisner, the foremost expert on melancholia, recommends a program of 183 00:14:08,660 --> 00:14:09,659 stimulation. 184 00:14:09,660 --> 00:14:12,760 Stimulation? Yes, to counteract the effects of the melancholia. 185 00:14:13,460 --> 00:14:17,040 The hearts won't have any time to even think about feeling sad if we keep them 186 00:14:17,040 --> 00:14:20,100 busy with a regimen of revitalizing activities. 187 00:14:20,540 --> 00:14:24,420 Like long walks and rides and a hot and cold bath. 188 00:14:25,720 --> 00:14:26,720 Games, music. 189 00:14:27,140 --> 00:14:31,080 Music. Well, music can be especially helpful in uplifting one's mood. 190 00:14:31,450 --> 00:14:33,910 I don't think our music is going to fix what's wrong with Horace. 191 00:14:34,370 --> 00:14:40,590 I know this sounds odd, but if you'd all agree to assist me, I believe we can 192 00:14:40,590 --> 00:14:42,050 help Horace through this difficult time. 193 00:14:42,630 --> 00:14:43,730 Sure we'll help. 194 00:14:44,070 --> 00:14:48,050 Of course, you being here for Horace will be the best medicine of all. 195 00:14:57,030 --> 00:14:58,030 It's me, Reverend. 196 00:14:58,810 --> 00:15:00,690 I just brought Horace something to eat. 197 00:15:02,640 --> 00:15:03,740 I'm sure he'll like that. 198 00:15:05,740 --> 00:15:07,100 Reverend? Yes? 199 00:15:08,420 --> 00:15:12,140 I just want to tell you how sorry I am about your eyesight. 200 00:15:12,500 --> 00:15:13,500 Oh, thank you, Myra. 201 00:15:15,100 --> 00:15:17,280 I'll leave you now. Oh, no, please don't go. 202 00:15:18,440 --> 00:15:20,060 Myra, you are going to be fine. 203 00:15:33,130 --> 00:15:34,130 You hungry? 204 00:15:34,210 --> 00:15:36,310 I brought you some bean soup from Greece. 205 00:15:42,370 --> 00:15:44,730 Dr. Mike said you need to get your strength back. 206 00:15:47,650 --> 00:15:48,650 Why'd you come? 207 00:15:51,810 --> 00:15:53,390 I care about you. 208 00:15:56,450 --> 00:15:57,870 You can go back to St. Louis. 209 00:15:58,270 --> 00:15:59,270 I'm all right. 210 00:16:00,240 --> 00:16:02,660 You're not all right, Horace. That's why I'm here. 211 00:16:04,040 --> 00:16:05,360 What about your job? 212 00:16:06,300 --> 00:16:09,300 The only thing that matters to me right now is getting you well. 213 00:16:10,080 --> 00:16:14,540 Dr. Mike says that if you follow your treatment, you'll be feeling better real 214 00:16:14,540 --> 00:16:15,740 soon. Treatment? 215 00:16:15,980 --> 00:16:16,980 Mm -hmm. 216 00:16:17,280 --> 00:16:20,920 She says plenty of exercise and fresh air will do you good. 217 00:16:22,620 --> 00:16:23,680 It could be fun. 218 00:16:23,920 --> 00:16:29,850 You and me and Samantha taking long walks in the woods, having picnics. by 219 00:16:29,850 --> 00:16:30,850 creek. 220 00:16:33,830 --> 00:16:35,370 Well, that is if you want to. 221 00:16:57,130 --> 00:16:59,050 Do you think the exercise will help relieve the symptoms? 222 00:16:59,550 --> 00:17:00,590 Oh, I believe it can. 223 00:17:01,190 --> 00:17:05,349 When Dr. Bryson has found it at least 4K, my patients have reported a marked 224 00:17:05,349 --> 00:17:08,810 improvement in appetite and mood following the exercise. 225 00:17:12,130 --> 00:17:13,750 Thanks, Horace. You may stop now. 226 00:17:16,650 --> 00:17:19,410 Your blood pressure's in the normal range for your level of exertion. 227 00:17:20,630 --> 00:17:22,170 You're progressing wonderfully, Horace. 228 00:17:24,550 --> 00:17:25,630 What is it? What's wrong? 229 00:17:27,119 --> 00:17:28,260 Please, you can tell me. 230 00:17:29,240 --> 00:17:30,580 I don't think it's working. 231 00:17:31,720 --> 00:17:33,760 That's all right. You're just starting the treatments. 232 00:17:34,280 --> 00:17:36,640 It's much too soon to expect any measurable results. 233 00:17:37,060 --> 00:17:38,360 That's correct, isn't it, Andy? 234 00:17:39,200 --> 00:17:40,380 Well, yes. 235 00:17:40,660 --> 00:17:44,100 It is likely the melancholia will take some time to subside. Exactly. 236 00:17:56,899 --> 00:18:02,140 day to be outside sitting in here and enjoying the gifts of Mother Nature, 237 00:18:06,580 --> 00:18:08,540 How much longer we got to sit in here? 238 00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:13,060 You feeling stimulated yet, Horace? 239 00:18:13,960 --> 00:18:15,160 Feeling kind of hot. 240 00:18:15,540 --> 00:18:16,399 That's good. 241 00:18:16,400 --> 00:18:18,020 Hot. I like hot. Hot's good. 242 00:18:19,060 --> 00:18:22,140 Might be even better if you put your whole body down in the water. 243 00:18:33,220 --> 00:18:36,940 Nobody's going anywhere till Horace says he's feeling better. 244 00:18:37,460 --> 00:18:38,460 You feeling better? 245 00:18:40,020 --> 00:18:42,260 We're wasting our time. He ain't no better. 246 00:18:43,500 --> 00:18:44,500 Wait here, huh? 247 00:18:45,440 --> 00:18:46,440 Jake! 248 00:18:47,300 --> 00:18:48,300 Jake! 249 00:18:50,120 --> 00:18:53,780 What's the matter with you? You know he's sick. He's sick. He's crazy. He 250 00:18:53,780 --> 00:18:55,040 no more crazy than you or me. 251 00:18:55,240 --> 00:18:56,240 Speak for yourself. 252 00:18:56,540 --> 00:18:57,540 I am. 253 00:18:59,040 --> 00:19:00,980 Look, when I had my stroke... 254 00:19:02,120 --> 00:19:04,060 I darn near did myself in. 255 00:19:04,980 --> 00:19:10,380 And it was only when Dr. Mike... She made me feel like somebody cared about 256 00:19:10,380 --> 00:19:11,380 going on living. 257 00:19:11,920 --> 00:19:14,160 And I want to do the same for Horace. 258 00:19:17,360 --> 00:19:24,280 When a man gives up on living, it don't much matter whether he uses a gun or 259 00:19:24,280 --> 00:19:26,840 a rope or a whiskey bottle. 260 00:19:38,750 --> 00:19:39,810 Horace, you're looking good. 261 00:19:40,110 --> 00:19:41,550 What do you say? A few more minutes? 262 00:19:42,710 --> 00:19:43,710 Couldn't hurt. 263 00:20:02,490 --> 00:20:04,290 Oh, I don't know, Dr. Mike. 264 00:20:05,370 --> 00:20:08,310 I don't see how singing a few songs is going to help Horace. 265 00:20:08,540 --> 00:20:11,700 Well, I know it sounds silly, but we've tried everything. 266 00:20:12,320 --> 00:20:13,680 There has been no change. 267 00:20:14,000 --> 00:20:15,700 Well, maybe this will be the one thing that works. 268 00:20:17,540 --> 00:20:19,900 What if we try it and it doesn't work? 269 00:20:20,240 --> 00:20:21,240 What do we do then? 270 00:20:24,580 --> 00:20:25,680 Well, what, Dr. Mike? 271 00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:28,200 Tell me. 272 00:20:30,080 --> 00:20:32,180 There are some doctors who recommend a sanatorium. 273 00:20:33,360 --> 00:20:35,120 You mean an asylum? 274 00:20:35,580 --> 00:20:37,220 We shouldn't even be discussing this now. 275 00:20:38,030 --> 00:20:40,930 It's unnecessary and far too premature to even consider. 276 00:20:42,090 --> 00:20:43,210 It won't come to that. 277 00:20:46,490 --> 00:20:47,690 He ain't going away. 278 00:20:49,150 --> 00:20:50,590 I'll never let that happen. 279 00:21:13,340 --> 00:21:15,840 Oh, Papa, wasn't that fun? 280 00:21:16,840 --> 00:21:17,940 I'm sorry, honey. 281 00:21:19,680 --> 00:21:21,620 Papa's not much fun today. 282 00:21:45,930 --> 00:21:48,650 Sometimes people just stop having fun. 283 00:21:50,710 --> 00:21:53,850 No matter how much they want to, they can't. 284 00:21:55,010 --> 00:21:58,970 But your papa never wants you to stop having fun. 285 00:21:59,810 --> 00:22:03,870 So, go on, honey, and sing your song again. 286 00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:17,460 Keep smiling, my darling. 287 00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:27,760 That was excellent, Horace. 288 00:22:28,100 --> 00:22:29,760 You covered almost two miles. 289 00:22:30,420 --> 00:22:32,540 Now you need to follow it up with a robust meal. 290 00:22:33,500 --> 00:22:34,500 Here. 291 00:22:44,140 --> 00:22:45,140 I have good news. 292 00:22:45,320 --> 00:22:46,320 What is it? 293 00:22:48,180 --> 00:22:49,500 I quit my job. 294 00:22:51,500 --> 00:22:52,500 I'm staying. 295 00:22:53,460 --> 00:22:55,180 Really? You're staying? 296 00:22:55,660 --> 00:22:56,660 That's right. 297 00:22:58,500 --> 00:22:59,500 For good? 298 00:23:00,120 --> 00:23:01,960 That's a nice way of putting it, Horace. 299 00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:03,560 For good. 300 00:23:04,200 --> 00:23:06,760 Myra, that's wonderful. 301 00:23:07,780 --> 00:23:12,760 I know, I know that it seems rather sudden, but I have thought it through. 302 00:23:13,900 --> 00:23:14,900 And it's what I want. 303 00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:19,640 Does this mean that you and me can go home together? 304 00:23:21,020 --> 00:23:22,360 Well, yeah. 305 00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:56,280 Hello, darling. 306 00:23:57,900 --> 00:23:58,980 Horace, isn't it exciting? 307 00:23:59,620 --> 00:24:00,740 It's your first day back. 308 00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:02,039 Sure is. 309 00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:04,140 Well, you ready? 310 00:24:04,840 --> 00:24:05,840 Sure am. 311 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:16,560 Horace, you're quite a welcoming party. 312 00:24:21,480 --> 00:24:22,480 Morning, Horace. 313 00:24:22,640 --> 00:24:24,060 Hey, Horace. Hey, everybody. 314 00:24:26,429 --> 00:24:27,730 I sure am. 315 00:24:30,730 --> 00:24:32,550 It's almost like getting married all over again. 316 00:24:33,650 --> 00:24:34,710 Yeah, it kind of is. 317 00:24:35,510 --> 00:24:36,990 Then why don't we make it official? 318 00:24:37,610 --> 00:24:38,850 Have another wedding ceremony. 319 00:24:39,830 --> 00:24:41,170 That's a wonderful idea, Reverend. 320 00:24:41,770 --> 00:24:43,610 Can we really do that? We're already married. 321 00:24:44,230 --> 00:24:45,270 Well, I don't see why not. 322 00:24:47,530 --> 00:24:48,850 What do you think, Harth? 323 00:24:50,190 --> 00:24:52,470 Our wedding day was the happiest day of my life. 324 00:24:53,870 --> 00:24:54,870 Then it's settled. 325 00:25:08,360 --> 00:25:10,040 You go ahead. No, you. 326 00:25:13,740 --> 00:25:14,820 It's a pretty dress. 327 00:25:16,440 --> 00:25:19,140 Yes. They let me dress nice at the bank. 328 00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:27,780 Maybe we can take Samantha for a picnic tonight. 329 00:25:29,880 --> 00:25:30,880 Sure. 330 00:25:32,860 --> 00:25:33,880 That'll be good. 331 00:25:40,520 --> 00:25:41,520 What? 332 00:25:43,060 --> 00:25:45,140 Samantha. Oh, yeah. 333 00:25:45,620 --> 00:25:46,620 Picnic. 334 00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:52,520 What would you like to have? 335 00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,660 We could get something special from Grace. 336 00:25:56,420 --> 00:25:57,420 I don't know. 337 00:25:58,280 --> 00:25:59,280 It doesn't matter. 338 00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:01,580 Oh, yes, it does. 339 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:05,540 And I happen to know how much you like her fried chicken. 340 00:26:07,860 --> 00:26:09,640 Whatever we have. 341 00:26:10,280 --> 00:26:11,280 be alright? 342 00:26:22,420 --> 00:26:25,860 Myra, I'm feeling awful tired. 343 00:26:27,880 --> 00:26:31,680 You, you, get some sleep. 344 00:26:43,660 --> 00:26:44,660 Good night, Meyer. 345 00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:53,520 That'll be too bad. 346 00:26:53,780 --> 00:26:54,840 Good to have you back, Carr. 347 00:26:55,200 --> 00:26:57,100 Yeah, a telegraph office ain't the same without you. 348 00:26:58,700 --> 00:26:59,960 You move that back to me? 349 00:27:00,440 --> 00:27:03,020 To, uh, Mr. Bernard at the Denver Post. 350 00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:04,320 No horse. 351 00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:05,440 Dallas. 352 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:07,360 Oh, sorry, Jake. 353 00:27:08,980 --> 00:27:09,980 It's all right. 354 00:27:10,170 --> 00:27:12,490 Can't be easy getting used to things on your first day back. 355 00:27:12,750 --> 00:27:13,289 That's Mr. 356 00:27:13,290 --> 00:27:14,710 Bernard at the Dallas Post. 357 00:27:16,290 --> 00:27:17,290 Dallas. 358 00:27:18,190 --> 00:27:19,990 D -A -L -L -A -S. 359 00:27:20,230 --> 00:27:21,230 Oh, right, Jake. 360 00:27:21,410 --> 00:27:23,150 No problem. I'll send it again. 361 00:27:28,550 --> 00:27:29,449 Morning, gentlemen. 362 00:27:29,450 --> 00:27:30,450 Dr. Mike. 363 00:27:30,670 --> 00:27:35,410 Morning, Horace. Oh, hey, Dr. Mike. Oh, got those medical supplies you sent for? 364 00:27:37,750 --> 00:27:38,750 Thank you. 365 00:27:40,120 --> 00:27:41,840 This package is the door of yours. 366 00:27:42,820 --> 00:27:44,200 Oh, sorry about that. 367 00:27:46,360 --> 00:27:50,140 Here you go. 368 00:27:51,120 --> 00:27:52,120 Yeah. 369 00:27:53,580 --> 00:27:54,580 How are you doing? 370 00:27:55,860 --> 00:28:02,820 Well, it's my first day back, and I'm a little rusty, but I've turned a 371 00:28:02,820 --> 00:28:03,799 corner, Dr. Mike. 372 00:28:03,800 --> 00:28:06,780 And I know in a couple days, I'll be as good as new. 373 00:28:08,470 --> 00:28:10,050 I'm glad everything's going so well. 374 00:28:11,010 --> 00:28:12,010 Everything's going great. 375 00:28:22,370 --> 00:28:25,030 Take your mark deck with you. 376 00:28:27,710 --> 00:28:28,710 Myra. 377 00:28:33,550 --> 00:28:34,550 Myra. 378 00:28:35,230 --> 00:28:36,630 Something different about you. 379 00:28:36,990 --> 00:28:40,420 Oh. Oh, there's been something different about me since I quit working for you, 380 00:28:40,460 --> 00:28:42,380 Hank. Don't get your back up. 381 00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:44,280 You look good. 382 00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:46,520 The city living agrees with you. 383 00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:48,840 Thank you, Hank. 384 00:28:49,780 --> 00:28:52,700 That's why I can't understand you thinking about getting married to Horace 385 00:28:52,700 --> 00:28:53,700 again. 386 00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:56,600 You've changed. 387 00:28:56,780 --> 00:28:57,780 Maybe not. 388 00:28:58,000 --> 00:28:59,000 But you have. 389 00:28:59,820 --> 00:29:02,960 When you're fooling yourself, you think you can go back to being just Mrs. Bing. 390 00:29:03,660 --> 00:29:06,040 I never stopped being Mrs. Bing. 391 00:29:06,570 --> 00:29:09,630 What about them divorce papers? 392 00:29:11,210 --> 00:29:12,650 That's all behind us. 393 00:29:13,190 --> 00:29:14,190 Everything's changed. 394 00:29:15,750 --> 00:29:16,870 Horace needs me. 395 00:29:17,130 --> 00:29:18,130 What about you? 396 00:29:18,290 --> 00:29:19,410 Me? Yeah. 397 00:29:20,670 --> 00:29:21,970 I'm getting married tomorrow. 398 00:29:24,970 --> 00:29:28,290 I guess I'll see you at the wedding. 399 00:29:58,160 --> 00:29:59,160 He should be along soon. 400 00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:03,780 I heard him say he had a few things to attend to over at the telegraph office. 401 00:30:04,400 --> 00:30:05,400 I don't know. 402 00:30:05,500 --> 00:30:07,400 I just rode by there. He wasn't there. 403 00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:14,520 I'll find him. 404 00:30:17,180 --> 00:30:18,480 Go. I'll watch the children. 405 00:30:33,550 --> 00:30:34,550 Leave me alone. 406 00:30:38,050 --> 00:30:39,230 Put the gun down, horse. 407 00:30:40,790 --> 00:30:41,790 Don't do this, horse. 408 00:30:42,430 --> 00:30:43,990 I'm begging you, don't do this, please. 409 00:30:44,330 --> 00:30:45,730 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Myra. 410 00:30:46,810 --> 00:30:48,790 You and Samantha will be better off without me. 411 00:30:50,870 --> 00:30:52,030 Give me the gun, horse. 412 00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:03,760 Give me the gun. 413 00:31:10,940 --> 00:31:14,240 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 414 00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:19,200 I tried for you, for Samantha. 415 00:31:19,600 --> 00:31:20,800 I bet it was better. 416 00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:23,840 I'm not. 417 00:31:24,380 --> 00:31:26,900 I can barely get out of bed in the morning. 418 00:31:27,360 --> 00:31:30,680 And when I do, I feel like I'm walking knee -deep in mud. 419 00:31:33,610 --> 00:31:35,850 Nothing feels right. Nothing tastes good. 420 00:31:36,410 --> 00:31:38,790 I feel like I'm suffocating. 421 00:31:39,630 --> 00:31:42,430 It's pressing in so hard on me. 422 00:31:44,330 --> 00:31:46,370 And I can't let it go. 423 00:31:51,130 --> 00:31:58,010 What's wrong 424 00:31:58,010 --> 00:31:59,210 with me, Dr. Mike? 425 00:32:29,580 --> 00:32:31,160 I've stated him. He's resting comfortably. 426 00:32:33,200 --> 00:32:35,700 We'll need to take turns staying with him again. 427 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:37,960 We've already done that. He ain't getting no better. 428 00:32:38,420 --> 00:32:39,900 Your horse really is crazy. 429 00:32:40,260 --> 00:32:41,600 Why, that's a terrible word, crazy. 430 00:32:42,280 --> 00:32:44,840 The horse is our friend. He needs our support now more than ever. 431 00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:49,280 You're right, Michaela, but for his own safety, maybe a sanatorium would be the 432 00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:50,500 best way for us to support him. 433 00:32:50,820 --> 00:32:51,820 Yeah, or that. 434 00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:56,000 Well, if it's best for him to go away, we could raise the money. 435 00:33:00,140 --> 00:33:01,600 What else can we do, Dr. Mike? 436 00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:18,300 Horace, I apologize. 437 00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:20,560 What for? 438 00:33:21,940 --> 00:33:23,680 I wanted to believe that I could cure you. 439 00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:27,400 But the truth is, I don't really know what's wrong. 440 00:33:28,880 --> 00:33:29,880 What are you saying? 441 00:33:30,860 --> 00:33:33,480 Well, medical books say that this condition could pass. 442 00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:38,280 Suddenly, gradually, perhaps not at all. 443 00:33:40,860 --> 00:33:45,140 Some doctors feel that a complete change in the sanatorium could prove helpful. 444 00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:47,340 What do you think? 445 00:33:50,460 --> 00:33:52,480 Perhaps the sanatorium might be the best. 446 00:34:15,210 --> 00:34:16,570 He said he'd go to a sanatorium. 447 00:34:24,010 --> 00:34:26,050 Some things just ain't ours to fix, Michaela. 448 00:34:27,510 --> 00:34:28,610 No matter how much we want. 449 00:34:58,120 --> 00:34:59,120 Hey, Brian. 450 00:34:59,340 --> 00:35:00,540 What are you doing down here? 451 00:35:02,040 --> 00:35:03,040 Just thinking. 452 00:35:03,920 --> 00:35:04,920 About what? 453 00:35:07,900 --> 00:35:10,760 Sometimes I get sad. 454 00:35:12,460 --> 00:35:13,460 Just wondering. 455 00:35:15,180 --> 00:35:18,540 What if... What if you got sad like a horse? 456 00:35:19,420 --> 00:35:20,420 Yeah. 457 00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:22,080 Can that happen to anyone? 458 00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:26,580 People have all kinds of feelings. 459 00:35:30,080 --> 00:35:31,080 Feeling sad. 460 00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:32,400 All right. 461 00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:35,940 Did you ever feel like that? 462 00:35:38,240 --> 00:35:42,000 Well, I've been real sad. I've been real angry. 463 00:35:42,560 --> 00:35:47,080 I know sometimes I haven't appreciated the gift of being alive. 464 00:35:48,600 --> 00:35:51,040 But you never tried to kill yourself. 465 00:35:51,460 --> 00:35:52,460 No. 466 00:35:52,700 --> 00:35:54,160 It's just something I would never do. 467 00:35:55,440 --> 00:35:56,440 Neither would you. 468 00:35:57,740 --> 00:35:58,920 But how do you know that? 469 00:35:59,990 --> 00:36:01,990 Brian, there's always a reason for living. 470 00:36:03,050 --> 00:36:05,010 Some people just have more trouble seeing that. 471 00:36:07,030 --> 00:36:08,070 Like when your ma died. 472 00:36:08,430 --> 00:36:09,870 You were awful sad, weren't you? 473 00:36:10,550 --> 00:36:11,970 The best I've ever been. 474 00:36:12,350 --> 00:36:13,350 But you didn't give up. 475 00:36:14,370 --> 00:36:15,830 You found a reason to keep going. 476 00:36:16,650 --> 00:36:20,570 For Colleen, for Matthew, Dr. Mike. 477 00:36:23,530 --> 00:36:24,530 And you, Philly. 478 00:36:34,890 --> 00:36:35,890 This looks like a possibility. 479 00:36:36,170 --> 00:36:37,730 The grounds look quite attractive. 480 00:36:39,110 --> 00:36:42,810 It's lovely, but I'm afraid it's far too expensive. 481 00:36:43,690 --> 00:36:44,690 Collected some money. 482 00:36:45,430 --> 00:36:47,730 Not nearly enough for the Twin Oaks Sanatorium. 483 00:36:49,870 --> 00:36:52,390 This one looks more affordable. 484 00:36:53,170 --> 00:36:54,490 Quite pleasant, too. 485 00:36:56,210 --> 00:36:57,710 Vermont, so far. 486 00:36:59,970 --> 00:37:00,970 Jake. 487 00:37:01,370 --> 00:37:02,610 Dr. Mike, Andrew. 488 00:37:03,500 --> 00:37:04,580 What could I do for you, Jake? 489 00:37:06,220 --> 00:37:11,100 I wanted to tell you we got some money in the town treasury for emergencies. 490 00:37:12,820 --> 00:37:14,940 It ain't much, but I thought maybe it could help for us. 491 00:37:17,940 --> 00:37:18,940 Thank you, Jake. 492 00:37:20,220 --> 00:37:21,220 I'm sure it will. 493 00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:40,960 Maybe. The Reverend told me Horse is willing to see me now. 494 00:37:41,460 --> 00:37:42,460 Is he feeling better? 495 00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:44,960 I'm afraid not. 496 00:37:46,120 --> 00:37:47,480 So he's still going away? 497 00:37:48,300 --> 00:37:49,300 Yes. 498 00:37:49,840 --> 00:37:52,960 What should I do, Dr. Mike? 499 00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:55,720 I don't know what to tell you, Myra. 500 00:38:01,900 --> 00:38:06,400 Myra, I have to believe that there's something more to what's troubling us. 501 00:38:06,580 --> 00:38:11,080 Something we can't see or perhaps even understand. 502 00:38:13,620 --> 00:38:17,120 People get divorced, but they don't try and kill themselves. 503 00:38:21,540 --> 00:38:23,180 All I know is... 504 00:38:47,530 --> 00:38:48,530 Out here, Myra. 505 00:38:55,490 --> 00:38:56,630 It's nice out here. 506 00:38:57,870 --> 00:38:58,870 Yeah. 507 00:39:00,450 --> 00:39:01,450 Myra. 508 00:39:01,770 --> 00:39:03,530 No, you go. 509 00:39:03,890 --> 00:39:05,290 No, you go first. 510 00:39:08,390 --> 00:39:11,350 I want you and Samantha to go home to St. Louis. 511 00:39:12,630 --> 00:39:14,550 No, Horace, we're coming with you. 512 00:39:15,310 --> 00:39:17,930 Myra. You done all you can for me. 513 00:39:19,630 --> 00:39:24,490 I can get a job and Samantha will come see you on visiting days. 514 00:39:26,070 --> 00:39:31,090 I stood out here for hours thinking about all the nights I sat staring at 515 00:39:31,090 --> 00:39:34,110 ceiling when you'd come home to me. 516 00:39:37,150 --> 00:39:40,490 But no matter how long I've been wishing for it, 517 00:39:41,230 --> 00:39:44,230 having you here hasn't made it any better. 518 00:40:37,930 --> 00:40:38,930 She looks happy. 519 00:40:39,130 --> 00:40:40,470 Yes, she does look happy. 520 00:40:41,310 --> 00:40:42,530 Can I show it to Papa? 521 00:40:44,210 --> 00:40:45,770 I think he'd like that very much. 522 00:40:51,930 --> 00:40:52,930 You want to go? 523 00:41:01,590 --> 00:41:04,310 It's so hard to leave him knowing he's still so sad. 524 00:41:19,150 --> 00:41:20,150 R .C. Vister. 525 00:41:22,510 --> 00:41:24,270 Mama says to leave him. 526 00:41:26,630 --> 00:41:30,750 That's right, honey. You're going back to St. Louis, where you can play with 527 00:41:30,750 --> 00:41:31,750 your friends. 528 00:41:32,130 --> 00:41:33,650 Are you coming with us? 529 00:41:35,230 --> 00:41:38,310 No. No, honey, I'm not coming with you. 530 00:41:40,630 --> 00:41:41,630 Pause. 531 00:41:42,390 --> 00:41:44,610 I just can't. 532 00:41:45,930 --> 00:41:48,330 R .C., don't be sad, Papa. 533 00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:52,600 I can't wait to come to your birthday party. I'm going to be happy. 534 00:41:54,220 --> 00:41:56,060 Samantha, I wish I could. 535 00:41:59,140 --> 00:42:00,180 What's wrong, honey? 536 00:42:01,080 --> 00:42:02,980 I don't feel as sad. 537 00:42:03,380 --> 00:42:06,600 Oh, baby, baby, don't be sad. 538 00:42:08,040 --> 00:42:10,480 Papa will be there for your birthday. 539 00:42:50,120 --> 00:42:51,540 I'm not going to that sanatorium. 540 00:42:54,420 --> 00:42:56,500 Well, you know that you're welcome to stay here as long as you like. 541 00:42:58,080 --> 00:42:59,080 Thank you, Dr. Mike. 542 00:43:00,060 --> 00:43:01,380 But I got something I got to do. 543 00:43:02,920 --> 00:43:05,540 I'm going over to the general store to order a present for Samantha. 544 00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:10,820 I'll be taking it to her in St. Louis for her birthday. 545 00:43:22,480 --> 00:43:23,480 Thank you, Dr. Bynum. 546 00:43:24,660 --> 00:43:25,660 You're welcome, Horace.